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Monday, December 31, 2007

Stupidly Terrified

 

Don't Fear the Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult

All our times have come
Here but now they're gone
Seasons don't fear the reaper
Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain..we can be like they are
Come on baby...don't fear the reaper
Baby take my hand...don't fear the reaper
We'll be able to fly...don't fear the reaper
Baby I'm your man...

Valentine is done
Here but now they're gone
Romeo and Juliet
Are together in eternity...Romeo and Juliet
40,000 men and women everyday...Like Romeo and Juliet
40,000 men and women everyday...Redefine happiness
Another 40,000 coming everyday...We can be like they are
Come on baby...don't fear the reaper
Baby take my hand...don't fear the reaper
We'll be able to fly...don't fear the reaper
Baby I'm your man...

Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear she couldn't go on
Then the door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew then disappeared
The curtains flew then he appeared...saying don't be afraid
Come on baby...and she had no fear
And she ran to him...then they started to fly
They looked backward and said goodby...she had become like they are
She had taken his hand...she had become like they are
Come on baby...don't fear the reaper

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So after talking to my advisor, I do start EMU in the fall.  I'd have been there a whole two semesters earlier if I hadn't had to drop out because of those two medical things, my back and the pneumonia (which was the WORST because I had completed 70% of my classes, my teacher kindly figured out for me).

I'm scared of going to Eastern.  It's bigger, it's more people, it's going to make me feel like I'm going to suffocate... THE SKY IS FALLING!  At least I'll have completed the 3 in 1 program, which means I payed for tuition at WCC for 3 years, got my Associates, and will only need to pay for one year at EMU for my BA from EMU.  After that, it's the masters.  I've been thinking alot about whether I really want to do a double major,  or whether I just want to stick with criminology and just get done, leaving psychology behind.  *sigh*  I love psychology.  At the same time I -love- English.  If I thought I'd do anything other than teach with an English degree, I'd make that my major.   I've been urged by a couple of my teachers to do so... which only makes me want to scream and shake them and say "DON'T YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'RE DOING TO MY HEAD!??"  *chuckle*  I want to major in English so badly, but I can't.  It's not my future.

Anyway, I got adjusted this morning and am still in pain, so am going to take off.

Happy New Year to all of you.  Even those I've disliked in the past, I don't have it in me, so I hope you are happy too.  My life is quiet, loving, peaceful, and sweet - like chocolate.  It's a perfect state to be in... pop a piece of chocolate, look good and hard at my life.... same sweetness.  I wish you all the same.  Be happy, be well, be at peace within yourself.

-Lisa

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